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Off the map [16 Sep 2006|11:58pm]
Well, I've dropped off the map. Doesn't look like I talk to you guys much anymore. I don't really get on much and when I do you guys aren't on anyways so I'm saying peace out and good luck with your lives. Send me an email sometime maybe but I'm not expecting anything.

Peace in the Middle East.

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[11 Jul 2006|07:52pm]
Hey what's up?

This is one of those rare updates that I make from time to time. I know I don't get on here much and I doubt that anybody will actually read this but I'll type it out anyways.

I'm in Pearl Harbor in Hawaii. That's where I'm stationed for the NAVY, which is pretty sweet. It's an alright base. I've been here for about 2 weeks now.

Hope everybody is well, give me a shout sometime on my email or my cell for those of you that have it.
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update omfg [13 May 2006|01:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I finally get out of this bitch of a place called Great Mistakes, IL (Great Lakes, IL). I get to go home for a month then I'm off to Hawaii. Oh I can't wait until I get there, it's gonna be so fucking awesome.

Short but sweet update, maybe I'll make a further entry later on if I feel like it.

Hope everyone is well...

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[26 Mar 2006|12:10am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Holy shit an update.

Well I'm bored and I haven't updated in forever and a day so I decided that I might. Nothing really knew going on in the Navy, pretty much the same thing every day. Actually, in 2 weeks I'll be finished with BECC school, then I go to ATT, then I get 2 weeks leave before I go to my ultimate duty station, where I'll be for 2 or 3 years.

They are kicking everybody out of the lounge right now but I'll update again soon probably. Miss you all.

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[02 Mar 2006|06:04pm]
Sorry I don't get on to update anymore but I dont' have the time... I'm extremely busy with the Navy. I barely have time to update right here... It sucks. I think that things have definitely died between me and you guys and it sucks to say but it's kinda true. All we had was LJ and now we don't even have that. Maybe this is goodbye? Who knows... see ya around but probably not.
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[15 Feb 2006|06:26pm]
[ mood | whatever ]

Well... I guess it's over. Peace out.

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[08 Jan 2006|01:48pm]
You ever get that feeling like things have changed and no matter what you do you can't get them back the way they were... For some reason I have that feeling now, like when I left for bootcamp and I wasn't around for 2 months and I've come back and pretty much everything is different. I come back and somehow it's weird now. I don't feel like I have the same connection with everybody like I used to. I don't talk to any of you anymore but then again I can't really get on much so that's understandable. This may sound a bit emotional or whatever but it somehow feels like you guys didn't really miss me. It's probably just me but that's what I get coming from you guys. I'm sure I'm wrong but I want to talk to you guys about it. I get on the internet when I can but usually it's not until like 6 or 7 CST which is an hour behind what I used to be so like 6 hours behind C and Lexy and like 9 or 10 behind Lizzie. Mel is like an hour or so behind me I think...

I just wish I could talk to you guys, even for a minute. It would mean the world to me.
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Been a while since you've seen this [03 Jan 2006|04:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Turns out bootcamp was longer than 6 weeks. I came back a little later than I thought I would but oh well.... I'm not officially back either. I can just use the internet for a little while sometimes, whenever I have free time. I don't have a laptop yet but I'm probably getting one soon.

I don't have enough time to read everything so fill me in on the important stuff that's been going on and I'll read it tomorrow or something, whenever I'm just hanging around the barracks. By the way, I'm at my "A" school until April/May so I'll have internet every now and then. Once I get a laptop, I can talk to the BDO about internet in my room.

Bootcamp was alright... it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I met a bunch of cool guys though... some are here with me in "A" school. My school is in Great Lakes... pretty much across the street from bootcamp... GAH, I'm never gonna get away from here, haha. For those of you that care, which is probably none, my job is a GSE (Gas Turbine Systems Electrician) so I do electricians work on the engines in Cruisers and Destroyers, some Frigates.

I hope everybody has been alright, I got a new cell phone so if anybody wants to call me anytime it's 630-306-8783. I'm not sure if I get MSN or not, I'm pretty sure it's not but I'll have to check.

Sorry it's such a short entry since I've been gone so long but I'll check back later. I miss all of you guys and I'll talk to you guys whenever I can.

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[21 Oct 2005|01:20pm]
I'm still alive, just busy. Short update because I have to go.
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Take it DAMNIT [06 Oct 2005|09:08am]
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Lexy is the only one to take it. I want you all to do it, then make one yourself.

I think the fact that I'm 20 is finally setting in... Wow do I feel old haha.
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Yay for me [05 Oct 2005|11:11am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Well... tack on another year in the story that is my life. It is my birthday and so far I've only gotten one happy birthday but it has been the most important Happy Birthday. There is only one happy birthday that will be better than the one I got from Lizzie and that is if my Dad calls and tells me happy birthday. I haven't talked to my dad in almost 9 months and it would really mean a lot if he called. I want to get back on the same page as him and start talking again.

Anyways... I'm going to the Outback tonight... one of my two favorite restaurants. They have the BEST salads in the world there, no lie. They are insanely good. Cheese Fries from Outback are also awesome. I can't get enough of them.

This is where I'll leave everybody. Decent update I'd say

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[04 Oct 2005|01:04am]
[ mood | giggly ]

New pic guys... It's recent too. Just took it a few weeks ago, whatcha guys think?

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

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zZzzZZz [01 Oct 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Happy October everybody. My birthday, four days :P

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Hmm... [24 Sep 2005|04:48am]
[ mood | good ]

Let's see... It's time for an update... and nobody's asked me to make one this time. I'm actually doing it alone. Big shocker isn't it? Although I don't have anything to write about so I'll just speak about things that pop into my mind or things that are going on right now. Curtis, my roomate was messing with some paperclips earlier so I made a kinda paperclip chain except the paperclips aren't in their normal shape, they are all over the place :) It actually looking pretty cool.

I only have 36 days left until I leave for the Navy. 36 days and then most likely I'll be gone for at least a year or so. If I'm lucky, I'll be back after like 6 months but don't count on it.

My birthday is 12 days away, including today. I feel old... life has passed so quickly. I'm not going to be a teenager anymore... Wow. That just hit me full force. My parents are throwing me a going away party on the 22nd. That means I have to call up my friends and tell them to stop on by. I haven't spoken to a lot of them in a while, but hopefully they'll be able to come.

I have to go to the bank today... I hope they are open on Saturdays. I need to get out some money. In fact, I'm taking out all of the money in there except for $10. It's basically coins and stuff that my stepdad has collected over the years and put into the bank for me and my brothers. Mine is up to like $260 or something. That doesn't seem like a lot, but it's a lot for just depositing coins, :P

I haven't seen Lizzie or C online in quite sometime now... It's been a long time since I talked to either one of them. I hope they both are doing alright. I see Lexy and Mel on every now and then so I get to talk to them. I know how they are doing :)

Well, I am missing you all, as usual. I sure hope that I get to speak to all of you at least once before I leave for the Navy. See you all around.

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Wow [20 Sep 2005|04:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Hey all, sorry I have been gone for soooo long. I've been out of town with a friend and he doesn't have internet access at all. I just got home after being gone for like a week or two or something like that. It seems like forever since I've last been on. I hope everybody is doing alright.

I just realized how close my birthday was, only 2 more weeks, wow. Anyways... not much going on in my life right now so this is where I'll leave you all.

Missing everybody, Lizzie, C, Lexy, Mel. All you guys, talk to you later.

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[06 Sep 2005|01:26am]
[ mood | sad ]

When September Ends... Good song, by Green Day if you all don't know. Music video is exceptionally good. You guys should really check it out. You can go to www.launch.com and search for the video there. I really like it. I finally saw the whole thing all the way through.

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I'm really anxious to get to the Navy. I can't wait to leave and yet, I don't want then end of October to come. C is finally home, I hope she had a good trip in Africa. I haven't talked to Lizzie or Mel in a week or two. Lexy is having problems with her parents, I hope she ends up alright.

You guys probably haven't heard, but there was a devastating hurricane that ripped through New Orleans in Louisiana about a week ago. Hurricane Katrina was probably the worst natural disaster to hit American soil in the entire US history. Thousands are dead and more add to the list every day. New Orleans was the 35th largest city in the USA and 80% of it is under at least 3 feet of water. It will be without power for at least 3 months and most likely not possible to live in for another year or so. Most people lost everything, their homes, their jobs, their family members. It stops to make you think... what if that had been me. What if I were living down there, if I had lost my job, my house, even my life. That just makes you get down on your knees and thank God that you are still here... This is a time when all of America should unite in the wake of a disaster yet there are some that completely take advantage of everybodies loss. There are hundreds of looters, taking things out of stores, robbing houses. People shooting at rescue workers trying to save them... Makes me sad.

This is almost similar to 9-11 except with 9-11 most Americans have somebody to be mad at because it was man caused. What are they going to say now? Blame God? Blame the Earth? They can't say shit and yet they still find time to argue. Kanye West has brought race into the mix. He says that the President of the United States, George Bush, doesn't care about black people. In the aftermath of thousands of deaths of United States citizens, he wants to go call out George Bush, saying he doesn't care, as if he could have prevented this. http://www.smithappens.com/kanyeredcross.php

... Sean

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[28 Aug 2005|08:46am]
[ mood | relieved ]


I hope you all didn't forget. Get recruiting.

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For Lizzie [24 Aug 2005|10:04pm]
:( I think Lizzie has gotten the wrong impression of what's going on with Lexy and me. Nothing is going on between us... we're just friends and we care about each other, just the same way I feel about everybody else, Mel, C, mostly you Lizzie. Nothing makes me happier knowing you are happy and I hurt when you are hurt. I think about you every day, what you are doing, how you're feeling, wondering when you are going to come online again, hoping to see that familiar Hey <3 from you. I've told you before, I love you more than anything and nobody can change that and I haven't changed my mind. I still feel that way, even stronger than before.

I hope that we can talk on MSN sometime so I can explain in person everything that's going on, so I can explain that you don't have anything to worry about. I'm 1000000% for you and only you. Your one and only...

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[23 Aug 2005|01:14am]
[ mood | tired ]

[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] let me take you out to dinner?
[] let me drive you somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] let me buy you a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[] lick my cheek?
[] dance with me?
[] let me make you breakfast?
[] tap that ass?
[] help me with homework?
[] tickle me to death?
[] let me tickle you?
[] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[] carress my body?
[] play strip poker with me?
[] say yes if i asked you out?
[] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined? hahaha I know who will like this one
[] get wasted with me?
[] instant message me?
[] greet me in public?
[] hang out with me?
[] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] think im hot?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?

[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] loveable?
[] adorable?
[] compassionate?
[] annoying?
[] great to be with?
[] attractive?
[] mean? haha
[] odd?

[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
[] grabbed me?
[] had a crush on me?
[] idolized me?
[] wanted my number?
[] had a dream about me? not yet
[] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Would you have sex with me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you

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[19 Aug 2005|06:23am]
[ mood | tired ]

What to write about... hmm. I'm listening to music that is older than all of you... back from the 80's lol. The Cure is a good band. They did Tainted Love in 1989... good song. I can't get it out of my head lol.

I had to work last night even though there was no game. Some budweiser delivery guy had his retirement party up in the restaurant at the Stadium so I had to go in and help out... I'm not complaining. I got 7 hours in, that's 7 hours more than everybody else got, XP

I watched Without a Paddle this morning. Hilarious movie, if you haven't seen it, I strongly suggest it. It's a comedy with Seth Green in it so it's guaranteed to be funny.

That's it for now, I'll update again when Lexy pesters me to, haha.

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